I have always wanted to fall in love. When it comes down to it all I want in general is love. With my music I want love. With friends I want love. With family I want love. That is all I really want, but most of all to fall in love
I really don't want to be involved in the games people play, cheating or any of that other crap that people go through. Sometimes I feel like i'm the only person that wants to fall in love. Cause I mean if you really want to fall in love then why play games, lie, cheat, etc. People just want to "have fun" & I don't see why you would want to do that at someone else's expense. Have fun with people who want to have fun not with people who want something meaningful.
I just don't want to be in anything half-assed, bullshit, made up or anything like that. I feel like significant others are meant to protect each other. When the whole world turns their back on you then you should be able to turn to your s/o. How can you turn to a person who lies, cheats, treats you like crap, etc. when people who want to destroy you are coming after you? I can’t speak for other people, but for me relationships have a foundation which include many things, but I think the biggest are loyalty, honor, respect & trust. Without that foundation a relationship doesn’t truly exist.
I really don’t know how to think or feel most of the time. I don’t know what the right choice to make is, but all I really want is to fall in love…that’s it. I just wish all of the people & things getting in the way of that would go away. It isn’t about being lonely anymore. Now I truly yearn for a partner. Idk why. Maybe it is just that time or maybe it is something else…