I like this, because this explains how I feel better than I can explain it when people get upset with me for not hanging out and things. It isn't that I don't want to, but I set up every day, so that when i'm not at work or at school it is a non-stop busy day of doing things that will get me to the life I desire to live and I get stressed out when i'm not working towards that life, so it is extremely hard for me to take time out of that to spend time with people. A lot of what I do seems like wasting time to others, because they don't understand that my heart is in music and video games, so if i'm going to be doing anything with my life it is going to be based around those things and not something that has me miserable.
